my editor called, i was fired

Wow, i was so gung-ho about this blog a day for a week thing, DAMN! Ok so here we go, i am going to flake out on the challenge i set for myself.

What about next week? Welcome to the window into my life. This semester has been so weird. I mean i know some things have changed for me but i feel like my will to learn is gone, is that weird? Before, i had emily to talk to everyday and tell her all the things i was learning, now i don't. She was actually interested, i am was excited to talk to her on the phone at night when i learned something new. I mean i know i am learning new things everyday, and i am going along like i did last year but not it seems different. I enjoyed reporting to her, was i going to school to for someone else?

I knew that emily was one of the driving forces, she gave me so much confidence in myself to go out and get more education, i know she helped me more than i told her get through my first year. I know i am doing this for me, and i am committed to doing this and i am still excited about it, but it was so nice to share it with someone.

Is the someone my blog? What an idea! I guess i can try that, but it kind of seems like the prospect of talking to a brick wall, hmm, who knows.

Ok, well i am a few days behind, i am not quiting, again.