even the impenetrable have those days

So it does take a lot to get me down, this we have established. Today i was not at my best. I even was little short with some friends, shame on me.

I am not sure if it is my flip-flopping on my thesis [i.e. i am kind of at a loss for direction], or the list of impending events in my very near future or me just being run down [for seemingly to reason].

I am pretty sure it is my thesis. You know, i have thought of this before. I am GREAT at getting my plate very full of things to do. I was thinking about this earlier this semester when i was kind of bored. Even when i worked at HOK i tried to keep myself busy. I think i used that as a device for a while to keep to myself.

Wow, i just found it, I got my "second wind", emotionally. I [along with some of my fellow students] are going to, hopefully, be published in a book. This development is all thanks to Ben. It is for that pavilion i had mentioned, with the hangers, the deadline is passed so i gues i can discuss it briefly, YAY! The project we submitted rocked, and the group of people that was in our group [david, sam, blake, darren, ben and i] totally rocked as well.

Wow, pity party over, i need to get some work done. Blogging is pretty cathartic [adjective; emotionally purging].