girls

So a few weeks ago i was walking along the street. i have had it pounded into my head that i am supposed to be on alert for women, but are women on alert for dudes? Or are they just going some place?

So a girl is walking down the street, she is wearing something low cut, is she looking for someone to notice her and talk to her and form a a relationship? Or simply walking down the street with something slutty on that she thinks is fashionable? When she puts on that top, does she think that "today the man of my dreams will notice my chest and ask me out"? If not, where do people meet people?

I have also wandered this, but then i realized when you meet someone new it is not about getting into the sack with that person, right? It is about finding a new person that you can get to know.

what prompted this? well there is a girl i like in a class i have. i look for "signals", and then a bit ago i realized something, i am actually here to learn and so is she. She mostly likely is not giving off any signals because she is thinking about class, is that right? Because i can only do one at a time, i think, but that is due to the male's mind not being able to multi-task.

So when i walk around campus now, after this epiphany, i don't notice near as many girls then i used to. I just figure they are all here to learn anyway and not looking for a boyfriend, right?

Or, am i putting to much emphasis on the boyfriend/ girlfriend aspect of it? DAMN! Like i told you before, confusing mind-dump blogging, brought to you by my crazy inner-monologue.