blog of the rant?

Has this blog place become a place to rant? Not blogs in general, just mine. It seems i have not been compelled to make a blog over the past few weeks, whats up with that?

Truth be told,. i have been pretty busy, but in a good way. Last weekend, for instance i went to Chicago to hang out with one of the best people ever, we will call her Maria, since that is her name. She is wonderful and let me stay at her apartment.

Then i saw a show by my best friend Dave's (and Andy's) theatre company, Thunder and Lightning Ensemble, which was GREAT. First time to see full frontal nudity on stage. as well One bad thing did happen that night, all due to myself; i met this beautiful girl who sat next to me and i did not ask for her number, or ask what she was doing later, etc. It was mostly the as soon as she walked away i realized i might never see her again type of sucking. I even think i felt a connection, and on the surface she seemed awesome, i should have gone to a bar with her, damn me. Oh well, i guess you live and learn. My lesson, when a hot girl starts a conversation with you, make out with her.

So now, i am about to go home to saint louis, only in a few hours. They Might Be Giants, await, as well as family, friends, etc. I am looking forward to it. I am also going to visit my three thesis sites, see i am an architecture graduate student, more later, so since i am going to be near the art museum i am going to visit for a few hours. I am thinking though that i will have to enter via a secret passage since i am trying to avoid someone there, strange. I miss the art museum. It seems that after whatever happened, happened i missed the place i should avoid even more, weird right? We always want what we cant have, damn.

The point of this, was to say i wonder why i started my blog? I think i know why though, to have the ear to talk to that i feel i have been for many, many people. I think that makes sense. Is that why everyone starts a blog? To say everything that social graces will not allow you to say, or to be selfish and say what you want with no filter? The best thing about the blog is that anyone can listen, or no one, that is sooo beautiful. The blog is art.