Saturday, August 25, 2007

by myself

So, here i sit, for the second night in a row at Aroma, an absolutely cool little coffee place in downtown champaign. Is it weird that i am here by myself?

I knew when i came back to school this semester i was going to do some thing differently, like try to meet more people, try to hang out more, etc. But after a few nights of this i think i actually do like this. Just being here by myself. Don't get me wrong, i LOVE (all caps) to hang out with people, i LOVE to interact with people, i LOVE to make people laugh, i LOVE to laugh, i LOVE people, i LOVE to talk.

BUT, i also love to hang out with myself, chill out, wind down. And i figure the more time i spend at places i like to be at, the better chances i will have of finding people who love doing the same things.

Sometimes over the past week i have felt a little lame about not hanging out with anyone inparticular but i should not feel lame. I just got out of a pretty serious relationship and i think i am just taking sometime to really find myself again. It is kind of a funny cliche, but getting to know yourself is REALLY important, "Know they self", thanks Oracle.

This is really important. Right now, i am not sure if there is someone that i know that would sit here with me (in town at least) and listen to how i am getting to know myself again. But the reason i started this blog was to not only let who ever wants to listen, listen, but to also work out what i am going through.

So thanks for listening!

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